Took one of those old lady quizes...

"You're a smart,

shrewd loner. Chances

are although you prefer

solitude; you're a deeply

caring person full of energy

and ideas. On a personal level,

 you're sensitive. You may

 worry too much about

how you compare to others,

and your mood suffers under

such intense personal scrutiny.

You like to eat lunch at your desk.

You also have a critical eye that

assures your final product is always top rate.

And that's just scratching the surface! "

Is that really me? LOL

Currently Playing Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band By The Beatles see related

I'm soooo cold. Damn school. I really do hate it! All I do is work and it's still not good enough. This is the first time I've updated my xanga since this summer! Pathetic, I know. I feel so blah. Tired and lazy and bitter. I wish I was in ETC. In the warm sun on the oregano field or on Cooie's porch reciting sonnets and watching little Atticus from the corner of my eye. Or staring at the imperfections on the yellow wallpaper from my bottom bunk. And having Alicia follow me around during rehearsal breaks taking my temperature. Being a bottleshop costume hostage. Or talking to Sara, Sam, Sophie and Lezane until 2 am eating crasins and pastacios. Being in Kyra's car listening and singing along to "Let it Be". And my awesome Royal Family birthday cake. Crying from pain after Georgia's yoga class, and crying from embarrassment in Rob's voice class. Reciting the Raven in a dark church and swimming in that beautiful lake. And just sitting the Player's Lodge talking about polotics and bunnies and listening to Georgia and Howie making music. Wow....oops. Anywho. My part sucks in this play I don't do anything but sit there for 2 periods and waste away. I hate it. I think I would rather not act at all. I know that sounds spoiled, but it's true. It's a waste of my time. And I think Rosenberg sees that. I hope I can go to NYSTEA this year....I doubt it though. I have to go feed the cats.

We were talking about the space between us all
And the people, who hide themselves behind a wall of illusion
Never glimpse the truth, then it's far too late, when they pass away
We were talking about the love we all could share, when we find it
To try our best to hold it there with our love
With our love, we could save the world, if they only knew

Try to realise it's all within yourself
No one else can make you change
And to see you're really only very small
And life flows within you and without you

We were talking about the love that's gone so cold and the people
Who gain the world and lose their soul
They don't know, they can't see, are you one of them?
When you've seen beyond yourself then you may find
Peace of mind is waiting there
And the time will come when you see
We're all one, and life flows on within you and without you